It's been over 2 years since I got this warning message, I really have changed. I am a new person, have been for over 2 years. One of the reasons I get upset is I have mental health/issues/problems that I sometimes can't control, so i take prescribed meds and see a psychologist for that. I've already posted another topic regarding how sorry i am to everyone i offended, insulted, was being rude to, how racism shouldn't of been mentioned. I learned my lessons, I miss helping others out when sometimes mod authors are busy with other things. Please take me off of moderation queue, I promise I will never mention any racism, albeit foreign and national. I promise never to insult, offend, be rude to others when it's never needed. One thing, I never make promises I don't keep. Just give me one last chance(I never had second chances or third chances on this site, it was only this time i got temporarily banned. 

As someone who was on CT at the time and saw some of the things you posted (and even denied a lot of your posts), it was pretty bad.  Your behavior was unacceptable and you showed no interest in changing your ways. With that said, you're right, it has been a few years, and people can change.  Personally - and to be clear I'm no longer on the team and have no input - I think one last chance should be offered.  If you mess it up, not only will you permanently need moderator approval, but I'd even throw in a temp ban since you're here telling us you know better and know how you should act.

 

I understand the mental health side of it, but you really need to have more self control and/or go do something else if you think you're going to react negatively.  I know how easy it is to come online and say stupid shit, or act in a way you probably wouldn't irl, but you need to remember that everyone here is a real person who can be hurt by the things you say and/or how you act.

Edited September 30, 20214 yr by Reddington